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hey guys. Didn't blog for quite long already. so i decided to update . I'm at Brandon house currently. Using his laptop to type all this since i have nothing to do . yeah. lots of stuffs happened. good things and bad things . finish-ed my 'N's' last year . did better than i expected . English - 4 math -4 combined humanities ( social studies & Geographry) -3 combined science (biology& chemistry ) - 4 principles of accounts - 5. EMB3 - 19 points so yeah . decided to go secondary 5 this year. i hope i can do well and go to Polytechnic next year . school was okay too. and oh ya this is the last year that my school will have her name . merging with another school next year . lets not talk about school stuffs already . alright. my life . i guess i've talked about a guy called Jarrett right . a.k.a Daniel i regretted being tgt with him . fuck that okay . ive mention Jacky in my blog right. because of Jarrett , Jacky and i friendship broke. i thought Jarrett would change. in the end, he became worst . i dont even know why would i even think that he would change. he he just keep on causing trouble for my friends. like after causing one of my friends into deep shit, he continues with another friend. i blame myself for introducing him to my close friends. i broke up with him after realizing how stupid am i to trust him that much and how many grreat friends ive lost cause of Jarrett . at first Jacky didnt want to forgive me cause i rather help Jarrett talk and quarrel with him but in the end things are okay . im sorry guys. sorry that i didnt listen to you guys in the first place. oh ya. Jarrett is in DB now. everyone is finding him cause of the money that he owe my friends. fuck that shit sial. shall wait for him to get out of there. lets not talk about him already. taking about him makes my mood turn bad . so recently ive been hanging out with Jac(whenever hes free) , Zhi Wei and Brandon . :) im glad to have them okay ^^ idk why but i feel like writing notes to Jac , Brandon , Wesley and Jacky. Jac shall go first , heyy silly , i know theres lots of things happen recently, but things are okay now. i told you that everything's gonna be alright right ? :) stop thinking that youre useless and stuffs okay . i can tell you that youre not alright :) please take your meals hbh ? :/ dont let me worry for you and please take care of yourself alright.. thanks for caring when you know im sad and all . although youre in boys home you still take the effort to start the conversation. youre gonna be free from boy's home soon. tahan abit more okays :) left 17 more days to go!! and and if youre tired please rest okays. thanks for being that retarded and make me smile whenever i meet you . youre really like my happy pill ^^ its been like 5 years since i met you . and im glad that ive met you . if theres more horrible things happen , stay strong and overcome it alright. doing silly stuffs wont solve anything . and seriously please take care of yourself. :/ this is all bah. il talk to you when you wake up alrights :> xoxo . HI KOR (Brandon) i really dk how to thank you. seriously . since youre Jac's xiaong mao you shall be my xiong mao too hehhehhe . ^^ thanks for being there for me when i was crying real badly . not everyone see me in that type of state . thanks for pei-ing me when im feeling down till i feel alot better . thanks for talking sense to me . thanks for giving me money to eat when you know my condition and all. really thanks alot .alot . i swear i wont leave you alone when you need someone alright . and i will be there for you when theres no one there for you . :) and dont ever feel that youre useless and all those too . youre not okay . stay strong too :) Wesley , heyyy . idk why are you treating me this nice but yeah .. thanks for everything too . you were trying to make me smile when i cried badly too .. thanks for the cash to eat and taking care of me these days. i really appreciated it :) and im glad i met you too. thank to Andy :D we shall meet up soon okays ! ^^ Jacky, hey. im really sorry for what ive done. yeah i know youve forgive me already . but i still feel super guilty . i regretted what ive done . but im glad that things are okay now idw all that to happen again . im sorry for what have happen to your parents and all. i know it cause a huge impact on you guys. im sorry ... :/ thanks for making me smile and laugh everytime i meet you ( same as Jac) i really enjoy being with you guys . really really glad to have you as my di . and please dont do all those stupid stuffs le okay ? i see le i also heart pain. i treat you like my own brother alright. idw to see you like just now. i feel horrible but at least im glad that i can help you with it. :) tell you lerh everything can solve derh . :) next time instead of hurting yourself solve the problem okays ^^ ill talk to you soon barhs . take care of Cassandra alrights. i shall end here bah. but i really appreciated what you guys have done . x1000000000000000 of thanks also not enough to thank you guys. xx shall update soon .