Ppl. Hey guys. I shall talk about him? That guy beside me? Soo. I've been Tgt with him for 6months 17 days. Longest relationship of mine. :) well. We've been quarreling much these few months. It's like because of some small stuffs. And every time we quarrel I would cry to sleep without yin knowing anything. The day before we just quarreled about breaking promises. Is it true that promise are meant to be broken? Idk.... He just keep lying and breaking promises. Idk how to trust him anymore. It seems like everything or every word I say is just lies? Idk la. Fuck it okay. I wanna trust to trust again. But those things just make me lose trust in him. I'm so fucking scared that one day he'll leave me like my ex did. Idw that to happen. Every time we quarrel it just hurt fucking lot and I wanna give up but I can't. I just feel that he don't seem to understand me at all. I wanna go back to the past where we are just playing being sweet to each other and stuffs. Just only he keep reply me ok. I told him that I don't like it but he just keep on doing it. Doing it happily and after that ask me whether am I ok ? Idk him la. Fuck it. Yes. I get angry easily. But it's because I care right ? Sometimes what he say just hurt me inside but I didn't show it out. :/ idk laaaaa. He's not replying me. 😔nvm I shall stay strong. I'm gonna sleep soon ? Nights ppl.
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